Adele says she's 'finally ready' to release '30': 'It was my ride or die throughout the most turbulent period of my life'
The wait is over.
On Wednesday, Adele announced that her new album 30 will be out on November 19th - and according to her latest Instagram post, it is sure to be one of her most personal albums to date.
“I was certainly not where I had hoped for when I started almost three years ago,” she writes about the album. “Quite the opposite, actually. I rely on routine and consistency to feel safe, that's what I've always done. And yet I was there knowingly - even voluntarily and plunged into a labyrinth of utter confusion and inner turmoil! "
"I learned many amazing truths about myself along the way," she continued. “I shed a lot of layers, but also wrapped myself in new ones. I have discovered really useful and healing mentalities with which I can lead, and I feel like I've finally found my feeling again. I would even go so far as to say that I have never felt so peaceful in my life. And so I'm ready to finally bring this album out. "
The album - which is about "divorce, baby, divorce," as she told a fan on Instagram Live over the weekend - acted as her savior as she and hers after her earlier divorce from ex Simon Konecki Grief healed this year.
"It was my ride or my death during the most tumultuous time of my life," she said of the writing process. “When I wrote it, it was my friend who came by with a bottle of wine and takeaway to cheer me up. My wise friend who always gives the best advice. Not to forget the one who is wild and says, "It's your return to Saturn, babes, you only live once."
“The friend who stayed up all night and just held my hand while I sobbed relentlessly, not knowing why. The get-up-and-go friend who picked me up and took me somewhere I said I didn't want to go, I just wanted to get out of the house to get some vitamin D. That friend who snuck in and left a magazine with a face mask and some bath salts to make me feel loved while inadvertently remembering not just what month it actually was, but that I should probably practice some self care! "
She added, “And this friend who definitely checked in with me even though I stopped checking in with them because I was so consumed with my own grief. Since then I have painstakingly rebuilt my house and heart, and this album tells it. Home is where the heart x is. "
In an interview with Vogue, Adele stated that 30 was not just for her but also for her 9-year-old son Angelo.
"I felt like with this record I wanted to explain to him who I am and why I have voluntarily chosen to dismantle his whole life in pursuit of my own happiness when he's in his twenties or thirties," added she adds to the whole experience: “It made him really unhappy at times. And that's a real wound for me that I don't know if I can ever heal. "
"If I can find the reason I left ... if I can find this happiness and he sees me in this happiness, then maybe I can forgive myself," she added. “I want my son to see that I really love and that I am loved. It is really important to me ... Since then I have been on my journey to find my true happiness. "
"It just wasn't ... It just wasn't right for me anymore," she said of her marriage. “I didn't want to end up like a lot of other people I knew. I wasn't miserable, but I would have been miserable had I not put myself first. "
"I feel like this album is self-destruction ... then self-reflection and then some kind of self-redemption," she explained. “But I feel ready. I really want people to hear my side of the story this time. "
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